An essay about pursuing your passions by James Bonner

Pursuing Your Passion: How to Turn Your Art into Your Work | Personal Growth, Purpose, and Fulfillment

Think of a work of art.

I’ve been writing for as long as I can remember; from the age when words first began to whisper their strength to me, when sentences assembled themselves like puzzles in the quiet corners of my childhood mind. I’ve been writing professionally since I was twenty. Although the word ‘professionally’ carries with it a certain irony, a disconnect between the craft I believed I was pursuing and the machinery of commerce that grounds my words into digestible fragments for newspapers, magazines, literary journals, and blogs. I once hurried through a languorously written novel, the contradiction of that phrase capturing perfectly the tension that has defined my relationship with the written word ever since.

There were brief, transcendent intervals, when the words passed through me and onto the page as if I were translating thoughts from somewhere between instinct and ambition, from that liminal space where the soul speaks its truest language. The cursor would blink, expectant, and suddenly the screen would bloom with sentences that seemed to have always existed, waiting only for me to salvage them. And then there were the other times, the grinding times, when writing met me with resistance. When it felt like work in the most diminished sense of the word, every syllable had to be excavated from some stubborn quarry in my mind.

It’s in those moments that the process reveals its deepest truth: the line between art and labor, rather than being a boundary, becomes a bridge. Finding the perfect word becomes an archaeology of the spirit. Shaping the ideal sentence transforms into an architecture of meaning. Polishing a paragraph evolves into the patient cultivation of something approaching beauty. Everyone who has fallen in love with a craft knows this territory intimately.

For you, it might be writing, or perhaps it unfolds in the meticulous brushstrokes of digital art, the delicate choreography of management, the ancient rhythms of farming, the electric pulse of communication technologies, or the methodical unraveling of research. Whatever form your passion takes, when you’re truly immersed within its current, the artificial segregation between work and art dissolves entirely. The Latin word for work is opus—a masterpiece composition. Through this work, we don’t merely produce; we create and express the deepest versions of ourselves. It becomes our introduction to the world, our contribution to the ongoing conversation of human experience.

When we refuse to work—and by work, I mean the pursuit of our truest calling—we refuse to acknowledge not just our contribution, but our very purpose. Worse still, we refuse to recognize the inherent responsibility we carry to transform the raw materials of our existence into something meaningful, something that adds to it rather than subtracts from the total of human flourishing.

Our society’s segregation of art and work, along with its peculiar disdain for labor and its systematic erosion of essential values, sits at the root of many problems we consistently misattribute to other sources. The word work has been hollowed out, stripped of its original dignity, and refilled with associations of drudgery, obligation, and control. We’ve been conditioned to believe that work interferes with art, that life shouldn’t be wasted pursuing anything that resembles labor. But this mindset represents a fundamental distortion of reality. The problem isn’t work itself; it’s our collective unwillingness to explore who we are, what we want to become, and to apply the sustained effort required to bridge that gap.

Every industry, every job that has ever mattered to anyone, began with passion. This realization should kindle hope in even the most cynical heart. It means we can pursue our deepest callings more directly than we’ve been taught to believe. Our purpose precedes us, moving through the world like a river seeking its course, compelling us to discover who we are and what truly matters. It demands that we learn how to develop ourselves through our chosen art, to figure out how to become artists in the fullest sense, and to build lives that honor and sustain that artistic vision.

Many of us spend years waiting for external permission to become who we already know ourselves to be, without ever exploring why we crave that validation. But an artist who understands their responsibility to humanity practices their craft not for applause or recognition, but for the betterment of the human condition. They, too, understand that while the enrichment of others carries profound meaning, it isn’t the primary reason for the work. The creation of the opus itself—regardless of its ultimate purpose or measured impact—drives both the desire and the necessity to work.

In my late teens, I carried the typical disillusionment with expectations and conformity that seems to be a rite of passage for anyone who refuses to sleepwalk through existence. I believed, with the fervor of youth, that life wasn’t meant to be wasted working. The prospect of college, of studying marketing or business, felt like a betrayal of everything I held sacred. I wanted to be a writer—not in some distant, theoretical future, but immediately, urgently, with all the impatience of someone who has glimpsed their destiny and can’t understand why the world won’t simply step aside and make room.

But I was told, with the well-meaning authority of adults who had long ago forgotten their own dreams, that such aspirations were impractical. Somewhere during high school, I was introduced to psychology, and I began to entertain the possibility of becoming a clinical psychologist. Going into college, operating under the assumption that writing wasn’t a viable option, I convinced myself that I wanted to help people explore their troubles and traumas, to guide them through the labyrinth of their own minds.

But late in my education, as I sat in sterile classrooms learning about diagnostic criteria and treatment protocols, I realized that the expectations of society, the institutionalized practice of therapy, and my desire to provide care without relying primarily on medication existed in fundamental conflict. What I wanted—to heal through words, through story, through the patient excavation of meaning—was deemed impractical by the very system I was trying to join.

So, I looked for the next best thing, that compromise we all make when we’re too afraid to leap entirely. I knew with absolute certainty that I didn’t want to spend my life performing conventional work, climbing predetermined ladders, wearing uniforms of conformity, or sitting in the geometric prison of a cubicle. I didn’t want to play the game that everyone else seemed to accept as inevitable. I also didn’t want to wait for life to begin happening to me. I was eager to start living deliberately, purposefully, and especially, immediately.

But I didn’t know how to begin, and I wouldn’t learn well into my thirties. After realizing what I wanted from life, I made the naive assumption that everything would merely fall into place, that the universe would recognize my clarity and reward it with opportunity. It took me twenty years to discover that I’d spent twenty years searching for a finish line without ever entering the race.

One of the most insidious ways people are conditioned to despise work is through the widespread belief that if we merely find a suitable role, stay on the prescribed track, and play by established rules, we’re somehow participating in the race of life. However, this represents a profound misunderstanding of what it means to truly live. We’re systematically encouraged to abandon our dreams in exchange for security, stability, and social approval.

I neglected my passions with the dedication most people reserve for their hobbies. I ignored what inspired me, turning away from the very thing I knew I could contribute selflessly to society; I traded my birthright—my unique voice, my particular vision—for a seat at a table I didn’t even want to occupy. I was running, certainly, but in entirely the wrong direction. Like everyone else, caught in this cultural delusion, I wasn’t actually going anywhere. I wasn’t learning in any meaningful way. I wasn’t developing the aspects of myself that mattered most. I wasn’t exploring, at least not in any way that fulfilled the deepest requirements of my spirit.

And if that’s the case—if you’re merely fulfilling a function rather than expressing a calling, then regardless of whatever work you’re doing, your only benefit to society is that you’re performing adequately as a cog in someone else’s machine. You’re not contributing anything uniquely to yours. You’re being managed rather than creating.

After generations of being systematically shaped to accept thoughtless, soul-deadening work, we’ve evolved to spend entire lifetimes ignoring the transformative benefits of discovering and developing our authentic passions. Of course, we believe life is wasted on work. We’re all walking into predetermined roles, jumping into place when we’re deemed old enough to contribute, and performing the parts that have been assigned to us by people who long ago forgot they had choices.

We blame the system, and while the system certainly bears some responsibility for perpetuating these limitations, we ultimately have no one to blame but ourselves for failing to acknowledge our reality, for refusing to escape the suffocating procedures we’ve inherited, and for never working through the deep resentment that accumulates when we betray our own deepest knowing.

The solution isn’t to abandon work, it’s to pursue whatever work carries genuine meaning for you. Whatever art speaks to the center of who you are. Our art is our work. Our work begins the moment we choose to pursue our passion with the seriousness it deserves. We must acknowledge, pursue, develop, and fearlessly explore who we are to discover how to bridge the artificial gap between art and labor. It’s our responsibility to align who we are with what the world most desperately needs.

I set out at twenty to establish my place in the world, carrying nothing but ambition and an almost comical lack of understanding about how to navigate the territory I’d chosen to enter. While I struggled to figure out the basic mechanics of existence, I kept gravitating toward the same types of jobs in familiar industries, climbing a ladder I never wanted to be on in the first place. It was comfortable in its predictability, easy in its lack of demands on my deeper self.

Over the years, I accumulated a strange collection of experiences: overseeing marketing for an art gallery where I spent more time contemplating the price tags than the paintings, serving as a tour guide on an excursion train that carried passengers through landscapes I narrated but never truly saw, operating packing machinery during graveyard shifts that left me feeling like a ghost haunting someone else’s life, doing data entry for a publishing company that processed words without ever pausing to consider their meaning, laboring in eight different bookstores including one of my own, writing a music column that taught me more about deadlines than melody, serving as a staff writer who wrote about everything except what mattered most to me, penning book reviews that dissected other people’s dreams, and flirting with freelance photography that captured surfaces rather than souls.

In a sense, I was hoping to slip into place somewhere, to discover that my restlessness had been nothing more than a failure to find the right fit. The only experiences that came close to touching my authentic passion were the writing gigs, though even these felt incomplete. Close, because at the time I was focused on the product rather than the process. When you focus on the process, you’re exercising passion in its purest form. When you focus solely on the product, your experience becomes tainted with doubt, struggle, and the constant anxiety of external judgment.

Despite every attempt to find a merely tolerable role—something that wouldn’t kill my spirit while still providing enough money to survive—I found myself accumulating more stress, frustration, and a peculiar form of unhappiness that seemed to compound daily. At the peak of what anyone else might have considered a sensible career, managing a Barnes & Noble in Montana’s heartland surrounded by mountains that should have inspired me but instead only reminded me of my own smallness, I felt only intermittent emptiness punctuated by flashes of inexplicable anger.

I was trying to work through my unhappiness using the same methods that had created it, hoping that if I just endured long enough, I would somehow emerge on the other side transformed into someone who could be content with contentment. It took longer than it should have—years longer—but I finally realized that something fundamental needed to change, and that something was me.

I’ve given considerable thought to what brought me to that breaking point and what I would need to do to reinvent myself from the ground up. The first real progress I made came from the revolutionary realization that I needed to slow down. To stop running toward an unclear destination and instead learn to be present wherever I actually am. I started meditating, approaching it with the same skepticism I brought to everything else, but finding that the benefits were immeasurable in ways that couldn’t be quantified or explained to anyone who hadn’t experienced them firsthand.

Through meditation, I began to explore aspects of myself that had been buried under years of conformity and compromise, ignored in favor of more practical considerations. After slowly unraveling many of these latent issues, I found myself afforded a degree of clarity I hadn’t experienced since childhood. I gave my notice at Barnes & Noble, sacrificing both money and the illusion of security for something far more valuable: my sanity. I revisited my childhood goals with the eyes of an adult who had finally learned to see.

Taking that first step alone granted me a peace of mind I hadn’t known for decades. I took a part-time job that allowed me to devote most of my time to self-reflection and the patient exploration of my passion. It wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t immediately rewarding in any measurable way, but it was honest.

It takes considerable time to dismiss the conventional wisdom that years of societal expectations have imprinted on your consciousness like fingerprints on glass. You’ll challenge yourself in ways that feel uncomfortable and necessary. You’ll question everything you thought you knew about success, purpose, and what constitutes a life well-lived. And it will take longer than you expect to see even the most gradual returns on your investment in yourself.

However, the benefits extend far beyond personal satisfaction. They’re not only immeasurable in their impact on your own experience, but they’re also universal in their contribution to human flourishing. They’re socially preserving in the deepest sense, because when people pursue their authentic callings, society benefits from their unique contributions rather than their reluctant compliance.

I’ve encountered a story in different contexts throughout my life, and each time it strikes me with renewed force. A young girl struggled to keep up with her peers in school, not because she lacked intelligence, but because she had trouble sitting still and often disrupted class with her restless energy. At the school’s breaking point, her mother was called in to address what everyone had labeled a problem.

The mother took her daughter to see a doctor, hoping for a solution that would help her child fit into the system that seemed determined to reject her. The girl and her mother sat across from the doctor as he listened patiently to their concerns, all the while observing the girl’s behavior with the trained eye of someone who understood that problems and gifts sometimes wear identical masks.

Eventually, he asked the mother to step outside with him, leaving the girl alone in the room. As they walked toward the door, he turned on the radio. Through the window, they watched as the girl immediately rose from her seat and began dancing around the office, her entire being suddenly alive with movement and purpose.

The doctor turned to the mother and delivered what might have been the most important diagnosis of the century: “There’s nothing wrong with your daughter. She’s not broken or defective. She’s simply a dancer. She needs to move to think.

That girl grew up to become Gillian Lynne, one of the most celebrated choreographers in the history of musical theatre, the creative force behind Broadway shows such as Cats, The Phantom of the Opera, Cabaret, My Fair Lady, and Gigi. What that doctor recognized wasn’t a problem to be solved or medicated into submission; it was a passion waiting to be acknowledged and nurtured.

Imagine if Gillian’s mother had taken her to a different doctor, someone who might have diagnosed her with a disorder and prescribed medication to help her sit still and behave like everyone else. The world would have lost not just a great artist, but a unique form of beauty that could only have emerged from her particular way of being in the world.

Think of your life as a work of art—not a finished piece hanging in a gallery, but something alive and always in motion, always becoming. The psychology of work, when properly understood, isn’t merely about productivity or efficiency; it’s about the fundamental process of becoming who you were always meant to be. It’s the path of the soul made manifest through sustained effort and creative expression.

I made the mistake of waiting for my life to begin, telling myself it would start once someone else permitted me, once the right opportunity presented itself, once the conditions were perfect. But no one jumped at the chance to validate my dreams, and while I waited for external authorization, I spent years wondering what I was doing wrong, why success seemed to elude me while others appeared to find their way with ease.

Those who truly succeed don’t wait for permission or perfect conditions. They focus on the process rather than the outcome. They approach life as an ongoing work of art that’s never complete and always in motion. They recognize their passion and explore it with the dedication of scientists studying the fundamental forces of the universe. They build their entire lives around this exploration, making choices that honor and sustain their deepest calling.

Jim Carrey once observed, “You can fail at what you don’t want, so you might as well take a chance on doing what you love.” It’s a compelling sentiment, but even that phrasing, “take a chance,” reflects how deeply we’ve internalized the destructive idea that pursuing our passion represents some kind of gamble with our security and future.

But here’s the truth that no one wants to acknowledge: it’s only a chance if you never begin. Once you start, once you commit to the process of becoming who you already are, it stops being a gamble and becomes an inevitability. The question isn’t whether you’ll succeed; the question is whether you’ll have the courage to discover what success means when it’s defined by your own deepest knowing rather than society’s limited imagination.

So, what is your passion—your true work—and where will you allow it to lead you? The answer to that question isn’t just about your career or your creative pursuits. It’s about the fundamental architecture of your existence, the way you choose to move through the world, and the unique contribution only you can make to the ongoing story of human experience.

The space between art and labor dissolves the moment you stop treating them as separate territories and start recognizing them as different aspects of the same sacred calling. Your work becomes your art. Your art becomes your work. And both become the path toward becoming who you were always meant to be.

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